So I'm drunk and I decided to make a blog. Apparently writing about your feelings makes you feel better, so here the fuck goes. I have depression, I take antidepressants which do literally nothing. I've been taking them for about a year now and I've just gotten worse since I started.
I had a conversation with my friend once, I told him that I can't just will myself out of this depression, and he said, yes you can. What fucking bullshit. It's been over a year now, don't you think I would have 'willed' myself out of this by now if I could? Trust me, I fucking would have. I've fucking tried. But willpower doesn't work. Nothing works. Depression isn't just something that you can come back from. Depression is something that fucks you over forever.
I had a conversation with my friend once, I told him that I can't just will myself out of this depression, and he said, yes you can. What fucking bullshit. It's been over a year now, don't you think I would have 'willed' myself out of this by now if I could? Trust me, I fucking would have. I've fucking tried. But willpower doesn't work. Nothing works. Depression isn't just something that you can come back from. Depression is something that fucks you over forever.
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